relaxed woman


What would it be like, to be a relaxed woman? To live my life in a way that I was proud of, happy with, and content with. Not one that makes me resent the care-free attitudes of men in my life, as I do not feel like I can relax, because things will do get done if I do not do them. 

It's true though - things will not get done if I am not the one to do them. So what is the solution? Find the limit of what I can do without being bitter, and stop there? Build in more times where I do not worry about the things that need done, and and ignore them if they do? Simplify my life to the point so much less needs done?

I like the last one. Having a life so simply that there is not longer a disproportionate weight on me. 

What works this year might not work next, but I hope to reach a point where I learn to be relaxed and then hold on to it, change with it, embrace it. 



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