just like that
Cleaning out my office and found a large sticky note with the following writings: 1:46pm and just like that, my effectiveness drops, I'm anxious, everything seems unimportant or stuffy. time slows down and I don't know what to do or when to do it. I feel like I am waiting for something that won't happen. I want to lose myself in a fantasy land that never involves me doing serious work - always an author or flip houses or something similar. Always in need of being saved or ??? (unknown word) or understood. Never here. Never uncertain.